Saturday, 29 November 2014

Me.

I hate to say this but, I'm a person full of mystery, mishaps and complications, why? Lets begin with my childhood... 

My strong willed devoted mother had me when she was just only 33, I didn't have to ask her I just did the math to simply find out. Then there is my oldest sister,  then the middle would be my brother, then the youngest would be MOI! :) 

We didn't have much, but at that period of my life, you can say we were happy... That didn't last long though, because throughout the years we lived under constant attack from my dead beat father who unconsciously abandoned us, years and years of putting up with his weak mind and abuse, but what can I say, no one is truly ever perfect, we live in a society that demands perfection, but seriously who the hell can keep up with being perfect all the time, that's so tiring, but he's gone and out of our lives and I can say that we are doing just fine :) 

Believe it or not, but I used to be one of those girls in primary school who was always bullied and have things being stolen off her, I didn't know how to stand up for myself, I was such a pushover for crying out loud! I still remember her name, face, and fat ugly physique ( Oh bitch I will never forget you) But that doesn't matter anymore as I have my own life now and that because we are both adults now, a single punch in the face from me would make up for everything. 

Ok, lets dig a little deeper, into the mind of Ms Stephanie Diep  *X file theme song* I dont know I JUST HAD to put it in there, it works out and I'm random like that. 

I'm that type of girl that has this inner child-like spirit, big extravagant dreams and wild obsessions with fictional and mythical creatures, with nothing but only love and passion for music I really can not go a day without it, when I sing, I sing with such an intense connection to the song until I just completely lose myself to the music, feels like magic if you ask me. I seem to have this endearing demeanor and every time I am around someone I always seem to make them laugh, I enjoy being the funny one, the one who cracks the jokes, acts so silly and doesn't even care if you think it's weird. I also have to problem where some people don't talk to me because they feel threatened, and then when they do get to know me, the find out that I'm the most sweetest and most down to earth kinda gal. I'm that type of girl where I know if me and you are going to be friends for life, just know that immediately I will be down to help rescue you, to fight and defend you to honor and love you always, no matter what, even if things go sour I will still be there, no but's or what if's.  


To be continued...




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